Father's Day, Huh? I Hope You Weren't Expecting Gifts...

"Happy" doesn't seem conducive to this particular holiday, in my opinion.  Not only do I not need to be reminded that I am the result of rape, from an adulterer, who wanted me aborted,  I also hate admitting that I have such a tremendous amount of resentment that the father of my own children doesn't seem to have it in him to do everything possible to provide and care for his family.  I can only sit in quiet misery wondering, why we are not worth the effort for Rick to do any thing he can to improve our circumstances.  I'm really hating June 19, 2011 Father's Day... idea has sunk to a new low.

to be continued....