Monday, July 11, 2011

July 11 ~ Thank you, God

Grateful for ability to manage second or third month off medication.  Not in best of shape; but stable enough to go through the motions of day-to-day existence.  Lonely.  Struggling.  Finding smiles difficult to force.  Can't wait to get on the better side of things.  It's gonna be a long, long time until then and things will first get worse before improving.  Sorry, about letting my kids down - and the dog.  Hate making mom sad during phone calls... getting harder and harder to place calls.  Please, hold me close God; protect me, like you have many times before.

I need a hair cut.


  1. Hi Lillian, You've made a very brave decision coming off medication. Hope it works out for you.
    Thinking of you Karen:))

  2. Not a choice, Karen. We have no money. Rick's now off his as well. No bravery here; only fear and worry.