I feel bad

I feel bad because I'm forgetting how to be... simply, be.  I'm forgetting the value of a good laugh.

So what's different from last year?  Last year was this... March 2nd ~ Too Much Stuff To Worry About .  This year...  doing all I could to keep from crying as I sit  here.

Last year I had some fight in me and I think I just remembered why... my boy needed me.  He needed me to see him through the tough time he was struggling with.


(TO BE CONTINUED.)